I quit taking my anxiety medication last week and it has been really hard.
Last week I was in a haze with finding out I was pregnant and telling people and buying books.
This week I am lightheaded and starting to get depressed. I feel like I cannot give 100% to my job and at most times ineffectual, although I know that is not true.
I worry about stuff. I worry that I will lose the baby, I worry about finances. My hormones are out of whack and I get angry easily and now I am worried that is going to put a strain on the baby. I am worried that my job will get too stressful and that will cause problems, but I have to work.
I haven't really had any extreme anxiety except for a couple mornings and it is just my heart racing.
I am not sure I want to get back on medication, even if it is safe. I am hoping all these symptoms are just withdrawal. When I have my first exam I will talk to the doctor about my options.
But for now I would just like the light headedness to go away.