Well, the only thing to report this week is the panic attacks I have been having. Today was another rough day. I woke up with a panic attack and pretty much had them all day. Not sure why it was so much better yesterday, but I am hoping tomorrow is better than today. I am planning to go to work no matter what.
I think I have also started feeling more nauseous. That may be because of the panic attacks OR the nausea is causing the increase in panic attacks! I first noticed it last night so maybe that is why I feel so bad today. I also have a slight fever and possible chills. Sometimes it is hard to distinguish if it is that or anxiety. Basically my body is a mess.
The hardest part of panic attacks and anxiety is feeling like it will never get better. The hopeless feeling is what kills me.
I am also so tired.